Summer night
2008.06.30. 23:43
It's summer night or rather dawn,
I know, I should sleep by now.
But I can't.
Instead of just ring and speak, I want to meet,
I want you to realise it, brave, and come back to me.
But you can't.
I won't say a word to anyone about my heart,
I won't say a word to you either, because it's so hard.
I just can't.
Pathetically I still hug the teddy, you gave me,
Why don't you felt it, the way it should have been?
But you just couldn't.
It's clear by now, my felony was big,
I can never ever heal you, it's so sad, isn't it?
No, I can't.
I stole your best friend and gave you love,
I begged, I cried, say it, say it, it's more I want!
But no, you couldn't.
No chance, no ways, no more holding hands,
Because it's so clear, you said it yourself:
You can't.
You're scared.
You're frightened.
You're gone.
I ruined your life.
When our youth only just began.
It hurts, it hurts, it hurts.
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