Let it be love
i need to find someone
someone to love
who is not you
but it will not work
it just won't
cuz it's easier said than done
and by now all my hopes are gone
gone, gone, a long time gone
along with you
you will never come back, do you?
you will never be my friend again
we will never spend so much time again
as we spent, when we were kids
kids with dreams and hopes and fairy tales
what else can i say?
it helps, when i say, i'm forever sorry?
i don't think so
you don't think so
you can not forgive me
and i can not believe this
we were so close
never, never
cuz it was perfect
it was holy and nice
it was all i ever wanted, once
but now we are alone
we are separated
you wanted it
and i want to ask: are you elated?
i'm very tired of apologize
very tired of waiting for nothing
my mistake was not that big
but you're punishing me cruelly
for me, the world had fallen into tiny pieces
as we parted
for you, it had only just begun
new life started
i'm so silly...
you're already living your happy little life
you made a choice
and moved a step forward
and i just can't let go of your hand
i tried and failed
still, i can't hate you, ever
i need you till the very end
but who cares, eh?
life isn't easy
we must learn one by one how to live
it's a kind of game
like you wrote in your poem
i don't know any words of cheer
i can see the sun burning
i can laugh, smile and sing
i'm not crying or shattering
but something is missing
i'm not whole
only a half
probably... but it can't be...
it can't be, i don't want it!
i want to make my own move too
and leave your ghost behind
i want to have a happy life too
no more sorrow or loosing my mind
i want a home, a job and a family
and you have no place in this dream!
you left me and i'm not forgiving
still...
i know there will be no escape
i will throw away everything
if you will say you want me back
my life, my pride, my acting
i'm insane, i'm weak
a null, a moron, a lame
why are you so fucking perfect?! 
why aren't things less grave?
i fought, but lost it
maybe i must stay the way i am
maybe we'll both find millennia
maybe not, really, who cares?
you're just too damn bad and good
for me, for law, for people, and the world
you are and perhaps will be always
miserably always...
the centre of my universe.