All you wanted
2005.03.18. 13:26
All you wanted
Edging closer with every move
Breathing shallow with every stroke
Pressing you into the wall
Until you’re screaming for more.
You’re lost in his embarace
He swallows you whole
Crawling out of your skin
Claiming his as your own.
You want to say something
To ask if he loves you, too
Instead you kiss him back
Not wanting to know the truth.
And he lets you do
Whatever you wish
Just moves his hand
To now exposed skin.
Almost loosing your mind
You look at him blindly
He just moves and watches,
Watches you, smiling.
Then the smile slowly fades
And he reaches out for you
You’re there in his arms
One body now, forever and for all.
It seems like the world stopped
Just for you tonight
And you’re afraid to break the magic
Afraid of tomorrow to rise.
So you gulp down every little moan
Not letting him known
You are his
You are close…
”You think too much”
He whispers in your ear
And you gasp
Not wanting to hear.
If he speaks one word
Just one more tone
You will give in
He will have your soul.
When he has it
He will steal it like a thief
He will kill you with love
Will kill you with belief.
But he won’t stop touching you
Bringing you more and more alive
Skin burning like fire
Eyes seeing through the night.
Blind with pleasure
Shaking with relief
You think you heard the three words
He promised never to say.
Then you come back down to earth
Your heart still missing a beat
He’s not smiling anymore
Just goes off to leave.
Your eyes sting from tears
You are supposed to hide
That was your agreement after all
Nothing more than a night.
So you can’t blame him for anything
He told you not to start
Not to start this madness
Not to want his love.
So you lie on your bed alone
Still seeing only stars
Your heart now empty and cold
Beats nothing but lies.
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