Cells

Hey now. What have we got here?

Oh. I see. That’s just me. Come on. Smile and make me proud.

That’s right!

Well, now. Of course it’s okay to run me over by your car

I always enjoyed being totally sprawled out.

I almost forgot to mention it

Tonight I’m gonna die. Surprised?

Cause I planned it all right

I planned it throughout.

There won’t be any more lies

It will be smooth and thought out

I won’t need a knife or poison

Your reality is the end of my song.

What? Oh, please don’t stop for my insane talking

Just walk on, you know there’s your job waiting.

That’s better. So now, you ask why?

It’s not easy to answer but I’ll try

So sorry to tell you this, but I hate you all

Funny how this is like talking to a wall.

But who cares I’ll tell you anyway

Maybe my heart’d be calmer if I won’t let this anger stay.

So now that no one’s really listening

Can I ask you a question?

Why do you play this stupid game?

Do you enjoy anything that’s got a cute little name?

Love, Sex, Money… is there any meaning in them?

Or you just want it all because everybody has them?

It’s confusing. Seeing you all smiling and pretending

Maybe that’s the right way to live your life?

Who said that it was all right?

Why isn’t there any feelings in this?

Or better. Why can’t I see what you think is a bliss?

It’s mad. I tried and failed figuring out the way you all survived

It’s crazy, it’s frantic like some hectic fight

There’s no wrong or right

Someday or forever

Just now or never and

do it or get out, all right?

It’s running away and leaving me behind

Everybody chases it with hopes of a better a life

Nobody stops to think: hey what am I doing? What’s happening now?

Because you are frightened and that made you blind

You know that one little wrong step and you fall out of the line.

But you know what?

I don’t give a damn for this mess

It’s all yours, you can have it

You won’t hear me complaining about that.

It’s quite nice here, actually

So why not lie down for a bit?

Maybe if I just sleep enough

There won’t be a world to wake up in.